Now the door
is open,
waiting-
Cheap ink preserved on
worthless foreign
paper-
The stairs are
listening intently,
expectant-
His colours have been
once again pressed and
aired-
Logs in the hearth
almost ready to burst
into flaming tears-
The outfit he wears
buried beneath
our loving memories-
Three years and though
maggots may say otherwise-
hes still alive.
I bleed words from my veins
The knife beside me stained
With lines of hopeless hope.
Inky blemishes spread across my skin
Transforming me into a demon of written
Words.
Words.
Words.
Always words, always lines,
Line after line marching away
Into the bleak horizon of
A page that is soiled
By my hand, by my touch.
Love, hate, sorrow, contempt,
Every emotion mankind has ever known
All bleeding in a black torrent
Of stinging fire that sets the page alight
Reducing it to charred ashes,
That are soon scattered on the wind
Of my tainted breath.
Russian Story Part 4 by darkestpoetrylover, literature
Literature
Russian Story Part 4
Two months later Vadim was a totally different person. In that short span of time, Marina had died, Oleg had taught Vadim all he could, and Vadim had become an moderately successful thief. He was still lean and hungry, but he was also hardened by grief. With Igor, he roamed the streets all day, thieving and bringing their catches home. Igor had submitted to Vadim and followed his orders without question.
Today, when Vadim awoke, a full scale blizzard was raging outside. He yawned, stretched, and climbed out of his secondhand fur blanket. Putting on his relatively new coat for warmth, he shook Igor awake. The younger boy, dazed by sleep, slo
Your Slave Driver by darkestpoetrylover, literature
Literature
Your Slave Driver
My whip is one of loving fire
The source of the destructive desire
Ill drive you to Hell and back again
Ripping you apart, scattering your bones.
I am your favorite slave master
I make your body arch in pain and pleasure
You are my horse to be driven to disaster
You will know fear with no measure.
I caress you like a demon lover
Sending your mind fleeing for cover
Leave your body behind, Ill take it
But for your soul I could care no less.
I am your favorite slave master
The sin that you cannot atone
I am your only voice; I am your pastor,
Because of me youll be alone.
I know your every physical aspect
I am n
A blazing wheel in the sky
Giving life, hope, and warmth,
Like it always has done,
Like it always will.
The open prairie now shrunk
But still as illustrious as before,
For rows and rows of wheat
Stretching off until it meets the sky.
The cities are bigger, sprawling behemoths
But they do not encroach upon
The beautiful Goddess of the earth.
The newsmen scream apocalypse
As they did two hundred years before,
As they have been for all eternity.
They obliterate major details so they
Can sell a crackpot story to a nation.
My great grandfather was a man
Who knew the way of the world;
It was he who decided to
Go out upon a limb
Russian Story Parts 1-3 Edited by darkestpoetrylover, literature
Literature
Russian Story Parts 1-3 Edited
The merchants were calling out their wares and prices even before the sun rose on another grey November day. Novgorod was alive then, even before the first rays of light punctured the black abyss of the night. The year was 1557 and in a little shack off of a small street, Vadim rose too.
Vadim was the oldest of three children. His brother Igor, three years younger, was stretching and yawning. Marina, his younger sister, was still curled up next to their mother. Mother was beside the fire, which Vadim always kept dutifully burning. Mother shivered and gave a weak cough, gathering Marina in closer.
Igor sat up, grimacing. His stomach had
Russian Story Part III by darkestpoetrylover, literature
Literature
Russian Story Part III
The next day, after stopping off at the market to pick up some grain and losing a tenth ruble in the process, Vadim immediately went to the shopkeepers place. There, he learned how to read his opponent and how to counter his moves. Vadim struggled to do well, partly because he needed to know defense, and partly because he finally had someone to please.
His lessons continued in this fashion for another four days. By that time, Vadim had used the entire ruble. He was officially broke. However, one of the brief things that Vadims father had told him before he left was to never except charity. A man is nothing if he cannot mak
Russian Novel Part 2 by darkestpoetrylover, literature
Literature
Russian Novel Part 2
The next day, it was snowing. Frigid air gusted through the cracks in the pathetic hut that Vadim and his family lived in. The fire went out and Vadim had to desperately restart it with shivering hands. Their gruel was more a frozen block of inedible mush than food. Worst yet, Mother was barely breathing.
Mother had been slowly deteriorating. But this morning, when Vadim went to feed her, she barely responded. Her mouth was only slightly ajar and Vadim had to force feed her. Her shivers were feeble and her pulse was nearly non-existent. When Igor asked what was wrong with Mother, Vadim choked back tears as he lied. Mother is just napp
Now the door
is open,
waiting-
Cheap ink preserved on
worthless foreign
paper-
The stairs are
listening intently,
expectant-
His colours have been
once again pressed and
aired-
Logs in the hearth
almost ready to burst
into flaming tears-
The outfit he wears
buried beneath
our loving memories-
Three years and though
maggots may say otherwise-
hes still alive.
I bleed words from my veins
The knife beside me stained
With lines of hopeless hope.
Inky blemishes spread across my skin
Transforming me into a demon of written
Words.
Words.
Words.
Always words, always lines,
Line after line marching away
Into the bleak horizon of
A page that is soiled
By my hand, by my touch.
Love, hate, sorrow, contempt,
Every emotion mankind has ever known
All bleeding in a black torrent
Of stinging fire that sets the page alight
Reducing it to charred ashes,
That are soon scattered on the wind
Of my tainted breath.
Russian Story Part 4 by darkestpoetrylover, literature
Literature
Russian Story Part 4
Two months later Vadim was a totally different person. In that short span of time, Marina had died, Oleg had taught Vadim all he could, and Vadim had become an moderately successful thief. He was still lean and hungry, but he was also hardened by grief. With Igor, he roamed the streets all day, thieving and bringing their catches home. Igor had submitted to Vadim and followed his orders without question.
Today, when Vadim awoke, a full scale blizzard was raging outside. He yawned, stretched, and climbed out of his secondhand fur blanket. Putting on his relatively new coat for warmth, he shook Igor awake. The younger boy, dazed by sleep, slo
Your Slave Driver by darkestpoetrylover, literature
Literature
Your Slave Driver
My whip is one of loving fire
The source of the destructive desire
Ill drive you to Hell and back again
Ripping you apart, scattering your bones.
I am your favorite slave master
I make your body arch in pain and pleasure
You are my horse to be driven to disaster
You will know fear with no measure.
I caress you like a demon lover
Sending your mind fleeing for cover
Leave your body behind, Ill take it
But for your soul I could care no less.
I am your favorite slave master
The sin that you cannot atone
I am your only voice; I am your pastor,
Because of me youll be alone.
I know your every physical aspect
I am n
A blazing wheel in the sky
Giving life, hope, and warmth,
Like it always has done,
Like it always will.
The open prairie now shrunk
But still as illustrious as before,
For rows and rows of wheat
Stretching off until it meets the sky.
The cities are bigger, sprawling behemoths
But they do not encroach upon
The beautiful Goddess of the earth.
The newsmen scream apocalypse
As they did two hundred years before,
As they have been for all eternity.
They obliterate major details so they
Can sell a crackpot story to a nation.
My great grandfather was a man
Who knew the way of the world;
It was he who decided to
Go out upon a limb
Russian Story Parts 1-3 Edited by darkestpoetrylover, literature
Literature
Russian Story Parts 1-3 Edited
The merchants were calling out their wares and prices even before the sun rose on another grey November day. Novgorod was alive then, even before the first rays of light punctured the black abyss of the night. The year was 1557 and in a little shack off of a small street, Vadim rose too.
Vadim was the oldest of three children. His brother Igor, three years younger, was stretching and yawning. Marina, his younger sister, was still curled up next to their mother. Mother was beside the fire, which Vadim always kept dutifully burning. Mother shivered and gave a weak cough, gathering Marina in closer.
Igor sat up, grimacing. His stomach had
Russian Story Part III by darkestpoetrylover, literature
Literature
Russian Story Part III
The next day, after stopping off at the market to pick up some grain and losing a tenth ruble in the process, Vadim immediately went to the shopkeepers place. There, he learned how to read his opponent and how to counter his moves. Vadim struggled to do well, partly because he needed to know defense, and partly because he finally had someone to please.
His lessons continued in this fashion for another four days. By that time, Vadim had used the entire ruble. He was officially broke. However, one of the brief things that Vadims father had told him before he left was to never except charity. A man is nothing if he cannot mak
Russian Novel Part 2 by darkestpoetrylover, literature
Literature
Russian Novel Part 2
The next day, it was snowing. Frigid air gusted through the cracks in the pathetic hut that Vadim and his family lived in. The fire went out and Vadim had to desperately restart it with shivering hands. Their gruel was more a frozen block of inedible mush than food. Worst yet, Mother was barely breathing.
Mother had been slowly deteriorating. But this morning, when Vadim went to feed her, she barely responded. Her mouth was only slightly ajar and Vadim had to force feed her. Her shivers were feeble and her pulse was nearly non-existent. When Igor asked what was wrong with Mother, Vadim choked back tears as he lied. Mother is just napp
(I will never forgive Millais for painting Ophelia calm in the water. My cousin Noah died shoeless and struggling under a lonely mans hands, his eyes full of rain runoff. Real people dont sink as pretty as oil on canvas: Noah was four feet five on the autopsy slab, no flowers, no frames. I am ruled by the aesthetic, but I would embrace his every imperfection if it meant having him back. This clumsy dilettante still loves Noah with the scabs on his shins, sitting sloppy at Sams recitals in sneakers and shorts. Give me the asymmetry of his eyelashes. For the fir
Jeff glanced down at the piece of paper in his hand once more, as if to confirm that he had found the correct office. It was so confusing here all the identical white halls made this branch of Heaven seem like a labyrinth. At last, Jeff decided that this was the right place, and he cautiously opened the door.
The room was not especially large, but it was impressive nonetheless. The walls were just as white as every other room in Heaven, but they seemed to have a subtle apricot tinge to them. Distributed evenly throughout the room were six large desks, each with two people seated at it (one on each side). In the center of each desk w
Scars cut the tissue
Creating a path into human nature
Waking up in cold sweat
Driving down the motorway with pills in hand
Break neck speeds listening to a heavy metal band
I crash into money, sex and booze
I listen to my heartbeat stop
Looking confused in my head
I realize I'm dead
Nothings really here
Nothings really there
It's all fake like plastic surgery
I run around trying to find me
Too late to see I've drowned
Choking on self pity and regret
I looked up to the light
To find nothing in sight
It was all a lie
A misunderstood concept
Of how things should be
But never are
I don't like this story
It has no end
Its j
Guests of Honour line up the streets
Expressing their dream
Their emotions
Rising the flags
Saluting each other
Marching the streets of London
Bowing to the very existence of life
Loathing the very existence of death
Their memories trample them into the street
Crushing their honour
Guests line up alongside
Watching with eager eyes
To see their heros march by
They lower their flags
It all seemed but a nightmare away
The feeling of death just behind
Some begin to cry
In relization that the nightmares were real
They fall to the ground removing their medals
They light their flags in furious fire
And they speak
The real hero's
Now the door
is open,
waiting-
Cheap ink preserved on
worthless foreign
paper-
The stairs are
listening intently,
expectant-
His colours have been
once again pressed and
aired-
Logs in the hearth
almost ready to burst
into flaming tears-
The outfit he wears
buried beneath
our loving memories-
Three years and though
maggots may say otherwise-
hes still alive.
Current Residence: musically doomed avenue Favourite genre of music: 80's glam metal/glam rock/rock ballads!!! Favourite photographer: that guy who takes pcitures MP3 player of choice: the ipod which rules Shell of choice: sea Wallpaper of choice: painted wallpaper Favourite cartoon character: that one guy...he's a cartoon Personal Quote: I'd cry right now, but i have to sneeze
Favourite Visual Artist
!
Favourite Movies
armageddon
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
anything 80's
Favourite Writers
tolkein
Favourite Games
do i have to choose?
Tools of the Trade
me music thoughts
Other Interests
thinking, writing, photographing, reading...wasting time
Farewell darkestpoetrylover. I shall nto miss you in the slightest.
I am moving into the new body of literatedictaor. Sorry, but i have forgotten how to do the link thing. Same me, I'm taking along the god pieces, leaving the bad. New start. Yay.
So those of you who never liked me, you don't have to follow.
In case any of you haven't noticed (or have but have been to polite to point out) I have a bunch of...crap. Many, many pieces of crap. I'm talking at least a hudnred or more pieces of crap. If DA had a faster way to delete deviations I might be mroe inclined to stay firmly embedded inside my darkestpoetrylover self....(though frankly I have hated the name for quite some time).
Therefore I am most likely going to be moving to a new account, and taking only my good pieces with me.
School is here once again. However, for some reason I seem to be more aware of the short-comings of the system. Therefore, I plan to do some extensive research on the educational system and what various authorities have to say.
But I'm sure that you have all experienced those times where classes creep along, painfully slow, leaving your mind to rot. Where you sit in class, drooling (or trying to at least appear alert) while you're protesting that you already know all this. Or maybe when you're learning some obscure formula of something or other and you realize you'll never ever use it. Where the only purpose of that class is to cause stress